On My MindThis is what is on my mind:Walking through the world without a clue,Sometimes not knowing what the hell to do.Every hour seems like a minute,My thoughts causes my brain to pollute.This was on my mind:Not knowing what to do if I screw up,Hopefully no one looks at me closeup.I don't want people searching through me,I only want people looking at a certain degree.This will never be on my mind:Blood streaming down my arms,Hoping I have no special charms.Throwing away all my goals,To fill certain holes.
Alone... Alone... ALone...Alone I feel,Alone I am.Alone I cannot control.Alone I'm forever.I try to be his everything,But I always end up being alone,Always in the end.Always me alone.Feeling alone is being alone,But you will never know how it felt,Till someone left you that way,In the freezing ice cold.Alone I feel,Alone I am.Alone I cannot control.Alone I'm forever.I try to win back my communication,Try to have his warm touch.But when I leave all I feel is ice,And I break once I slam the door.
Unknown Title -For Now-In my head, my thoughts flood me,No way out, that it is always there.In a way I don't feel a need to flee,That I sense something great coming near.My emotions fill my thoughts, and action,Going out of control most of my life.Got them when I was too young,Thinking of times to just grab the only knife and run.My eyes are tired, my body limp,My skin slowly falling off of me.It's when people started calling me a wimp,No matter what I did my thoughts wouldn't let me be.Why?, I didn't know,Though I wish I always did.But my thoughts just keep on to grow,No way I could hide.
Unknown Title 1tearing up insideorgans falling from meno matter how i triedno one will ever seei can't control thisfalling in love with no hopeonly his kissesdon't make me mopeno way outno way to get freei can't live withoutno need to pleai need his love backbut i'm not recievingi don't know what i lackor what i don't bringi can't go oni won't be able to breathemy feeling's aren't gonehis name still on my sleeve.
Gone From HereTint of black and a bunch of redMascara and bloodTears and painNo way out of thisEyes of sorrowVeins with no pleasureSo many signals of unhappinessNo one even knows aboutSkin torn dripped of bloodMakeup falling from my faceWhen all i can do is cryI have no place for myself any moreSo i take my life and dieI have no more love for myselfI have no more strength to carry onSo theres only one way out.
Our LoveKeep me breathing like you always doMake me warm when I am coldTake care of me when I'm blueStill love me like you do now, when I am old.Take my hand and lead me the wayYou always know which way to goYou hold me every passing dayNever once you made me feel low.Share your thoughts anytime, anywhereYou have a wonderful mindNo matter what you say I will careI will always let you shine.Leave when you want to goI know you can't stay foreverBut please let me knowIf you need me around, or never.