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Patient - Fifteen Word Poetry by kandi Patient - Fifteen Word Poetry :iconkandi:kandi 1 1 Cloudy Day for Flowers by kandi Cloudy Day for Flowers :iconkandi:kandi 0 2 Three Sisters by kandi Three Sisters :iconkandi:kandi 0 3 Monsterart by kandi Monsterart :iconkandi:kandi 0 0 Path after it rained under the stars by kandi Path after it rained under the stars :iconkandi:kandi 2 0 15 word poetry - weak - by Mandy Williams by kandi 15 word poetry - weak - by Mandy Williams :iconkandi:kandi 0 0 13906749 1656644744654030 69611692211714107 N by kandi 13906749 1656644744654030 69611692211714107 N :iconkandi:kandi 1 0
First Steps in Autumn
Your walking on the leaves now honey,
Watching the cars drive by on our street.
Crunch, crunch under your bare feet,
You giggle thinking the sounds are funny.
Smiling up at me, waiting for a response,
I smile back at you with warmth.
My camera is running to catch this memory,
Your first steps outside in Autumn.
You look up in the sky to see the clouds,
Then look back down at your feet.
You feel the wind blow your skirt around,
Wishing you could fly, but you keep it a secret.
Coming up to me for a hug and a kiss,
I put my camera down to grab you.
I pick you up with all my energy,
And I say to you, "Your perfect, just like this."
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Img 20150917 172552 1 by kandi Img 20150917 172552 1 :iconkandi:kandi 1 0 Img 20150917 172511 by kandi Img 20150917 172511 :iconkandi:kandi 0 0 420854 10151205979210742 1071324219 N by kandi 420854 10151205979210742 1071324219 N :iconkandi:kandi 0 2 Me15 by kandi Me15 :iconkandi:kandi 1 3 Me9 by kandi Me9 :iconkandi:kandi 2 0
It is torture to watch your eyes wander
The beauty they hold is much stronger
I am strong but weak when I feel less
I want to fix myself and not be a mess.
I never meant to get this way
My mind has been blank and I've been tired
I regret every day I am like this
I should remember this is how they are "wired"
Can't control what he feels for them
Young and pretty, full of energy.
But I am feeling broken, and unwanted.
I crave for compliments.
I do feel loved by him, and I feel his warmth
But I want the words he gives to them
The excitement that they bring
I want to bring to him again.
Is it that I have gotten old, and not a new look?
Do I need the makeup, the new clothes?
Work out more, be more, show more?
To get the compliments that he gives them?
Will being thinner, and wearing make up bring
The compliments that I have been waiting for?
Or would it be a waste of time
And he will just go back to his own thing?
I love him and never want to leave him,
I want him to be happy, even if he ha
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Untitled by kandi Untitled :iconkandi:kandi 0 0 Darkness by kandi Darkness :iconkandi:kandi 0 0


Tarah Rose - by darknessupon Tarah Rose - :icondarknessupon:darknessupon 3 9 Galaxy of Shapeless Matter by darknessupon Galaxy of Shapeless Matter :icondarknessupon:darknessupon 3 12 Colors by darknessupon Colors :icondarknessupon:darknessupon 2 3
My memories are fading to grey
Not knowing what to say
Feeling trapped in my head
Not forgetting what you said
My sadness corrupts my mind
Never knowing what i will find
Filled with depression
My own life i question
Fearing whats on the other side
With all my strength, I tried
Visions of shadows that wrap me tight
Unable to sleep at night
Breathing your poison
Swallowing your death
Unable to hear my last breath
I feel  the heavens crying on my skin
Still feeling the hatred within
Hearing voices of sin
I see the garden from above
Unable to feel your love
My tears fall in my own reflection
The angels show me no affection
I am lifeless, I am numb
Waiting for the stars to align
Waiting for salvation
Hoping for eternal love
From up above
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hello anyone out there
well i know i havent done alot, ive been single for 3 years, it didnt work out with the guy i was engaged to, try taking day by day, i was diagnose with severe anxiety, and told i was bipolar depressive and that i am schizophrenic , ive been hearing voices ever since i was around 10, ive been moody and sad, its hard to be with someone that judges me right away because of my mental illness, no one understands what i go through, i dont like being called crazy, it actually hurts my feelings, im a real nice person, im open minding, out going, and ive been told i have a sweet and fun personality, i cant believe that im 27 now, ive been on DA half my life almost, i am on my meds and they are stable, i take them at a certain time to stay on schedule
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I'm done for today by Pandora51 I'm done for today :iconpandora51:Pandora51 3 0 On Guard by taramara On Guard :icontaramara:taramara 53 29 p83 by YanaChu p83 :iconyanachu:YanaChu 15 0 p112 by YanaChu p112 :iconyanachu:YanaChu 23 2 Summer 2 by tillydotcom Summer 2 :icontillydotcom:tillydotcom 4 2 Blue Passion by Nairon Blue Passion :iconnairon:Nairon 4 0 Enjoy The Summer Breeze by Nairon Enjoy The Summer Breeze :iconnairon:Nairon 5 0 Wirbel. by ScarecrowChild Wirbel. :iconscarecrowchild:ScarecrowChild 2 2 fly... by foxpl fly... :iconfoxpl:foxpl 1 2


Mandy W.
United States
Current Residence: Wisconsin
Favourite genre of music: Alternative
Just been putting my recent poetry on here, and a few new pictures... Haven't been on here for a while. Have to get used to a few things still...


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PhotoLightnin Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2012
cool gallery

+watch :)
malaikawolfcat Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2009
Hello there! In the past you’ve favorited my photography work and so this is just a note to let you know that I've moved my photography and will now be uploading those sorts of things on my new account: :iconjustblieve:

So please, if you want to continue seeing my photos please watch me there!

Thanks :)
misagi Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2007
Hi, I am Teddy. Once you read this you
cannot get out. Finish reading this
until it is done! As I said, I am
Teddy. I am 7 years old. I have no eyes
and blood all over my face. I am dead.
If you don't send this to at least 12
people I will come to your house at
midnight and I'll hide under your bed.
When you're asleep, I'll kill you.
Don't believe me?
Case 1:
Patty Buckles
Got this e-mail. She doesn't believe
in chain letters. Well, Foolish Patty.
She was sleeping when her TV started
flickering on and off. Now she's not
with us anymore. Ha ha patty, Ha ha!
You don't want to be like Patty, do
Case 2:
George M. Simon
Hates chain mail, but he didn't want
to die that night. He sent it to 4
people. Not good enough George. Now,
George is in a coma, we don't know if
he'll ever wake up. Ha ha George, Ha
ha! Now, do you want to be like George?
Case 3:
Valarie Tyler
She got this letter. Another chain
letter she thought. Only had 7 people
send to. Well, That night when she was
having a shower she saw bloody Mary
in the mirror. It was the BIGGEST
fright of her life. Valarie is scarred
Case 4:
Derek Minse
This is the final case I'll tell you
about. Well, Derek was a smart person.
He sent it to 12 people. Later that
day, he found a $100.00 bill on the
ground. He was premoted to head
officer at his job and his girlfriend
yes to his purposal. Now, Katie and
him are living happily ever after.The
have 2 beautiful children.
Send this to at least 12 people or
you'll face the consequences.
0 people- You will die tonight
1-6 people- you will be injured
7-11 people- you will get the biggest
fright of your life
12 and over- you are safe and will
have good fortune!
AmirNasher Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2007
Thank you dear ;)
LeoNn Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2007  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you.. very very very very veryyy much! =)
4thwhites0ul Featured By Owner May 31, 2007   Writer
THANKS FOR THE COMMENT ON MY (sorry left caps on) art =)
aaalanaaa Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2007  Hobbyist Photographer
some of your poems are really good. didnt get to read all of them though. keep it up.
Smara Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2006   Interface Designer
thank you for the fav!
fish-popsicle Featured By Owner Mar 24, 2006  Student
Thankyou for the fave on "Don't Lie To Me..." Mwa :blowkiss:
nuresico Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2005
Thanks for Favouring my "stupid censorship"
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